Reality is the crucial term in the structuring of the universe. To some, responding to the pressures of evolutionary theory on the one hand and historical Christianity on the other tended to redefine the universe in terms of belief. In what sense do words picture or reflect reality? In what sense do words picture reality?
After watching a series of video clips about the existence of truth, creation and evolution, I made an affair with commotion and shut my self from further suspension of disbelief. No other indoctrination would make me thwart what I opted to embrace for decades now. I cannot hold my mind in complete silence.
Believe me, I tried long to believe the existence of a Supreme Being. I am trying so hard up until now that amidst all the tortures, distractions, sufferings and injustices, He, who keeps an eye to us all, loves us so much. These things were all accounted in the Bible which I regard as an article of faith, a part of a religious belief system that doesn't fit the way we think when we think and live scientifically where we are supposed to ask for evidence for all challenges and beliefs. Smart people are good at rationalizing things they came to believe for non smart reasons.
Perhaps, the apparent way to resolve the problem is to make it an affair of time: the symbolic intensity of reasons and realities modulates into a more discursive affair. The world can mirror only the self for the egoist, the problem is to discover what line of consistency and depth are there in the range.
In this regard, I rather unravel my self in the silent formless awareness that I am trying to observe from within.
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